There have been times in my life when I felt like I had the world by the tail. And then, slowly, most of the people drastically disappointed me. The heroes fell off their pedestals. The lovers turned out to be unfaithful. The next door people were radical conservatives. Family? Well family is forever whether you like it or not. The jobs . . .
Most of the jobs themselves were pretty much okay, even wonderful. It was the people I had to work with that ruined them. The two exceptions were preschool and the flower shop, the two longest positions I ever had. Those people and those jobs were dreams come true.
Now I am probably at an all time low in my life. Almost out of money due to the scam. No one is responding to my job applications and my body is getting older by the day. Tasks that used to be so easy are now sometimes difficult. Heavy things feel heavier than I remember them being.
I am sure that a little way down the road everything will be okay, but I am ready for it all to end.
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