Feeding my soul

Live this day as if it were your last. I like the idea of that, but what does it really mean?

As a young woman I thought it meant go out and do something hedonistically wild. Something I would never normally do. Conquer my fears. Sing on street corners. Go on vacation. Act out in crazy or wild ways.

I think many people think that, but would I really?

To be something I am not seems like a waste of my last hours on earth.

In truth, what I would really love to do is cuddle with those people I love the most and talk about our favorite thoughts, hopes, books, and wishes.