Lost And Found

I think we all do the best we can for those we love even though sometimes it may not look that way to others.

And while I always try to do my best too, there have been times when I wasn't so sure.  Tonight I discovered photos of a child that put some of those fears to rest.

I knew she was out there.  I was pretty sure she was in the right place, but after looking at pictures that show her opening Christmas presents and making snowmen and doing those other simple family things with her brothers and sisters I am convinced she is in the right place.

There is a lot of comfort in that and while my first thought is to write and tell them how happy I am this is so -- I won't do that.  I won't rock a boat that seems to be on an even keel right now.

But I will go back from time to time and look again.  That is the beauty of the internet.  I can do that and no one need be the wiser.  Life will go on as it has for the last long time and the only thing that will change is that I will sleep better.