Holes

 

I have not written a thot for a while because I have been sick.

Not sick enough to stay home. I'm still going to work but in order to have enough energy to do my job I need to rest or sleep most of the rest of the time if I am not working.  I am exhausted.

I love my job though and think that once my body readjusts to all the germs kids bring to day care, we will all thrive. I was never a fan of Day Care, but the place I work is as close as you can get to a good home. The food is fresh and nutritious and the children eat it. The ratio of adults to children is amazing. The attention to time spent outside and in is regulated by well educated people who care deeply about the children in their care. There are laps to sit on, hugs to help. and kisses for boo boos.

My life is good except for the holes and one of those is my brother who died a few years ago. It still doesn't feel right to have Autumn without his birthday. He would have loved these kids I work with. They are definitely his kind of people.