I have spent the last 24 hours filling out paperwork and talking to people about apartments and it is bleak. I can live where I am for another year if I am very careful, but after that?
The best I can hope for might be to just pass quietly away in my sleep before July 2024. It sounds like a blessing right now.
Living means exercising and not eating the way I like and for what? So I can live longer? Enjoying what?
Just to move to an inferior apartment next year without a washer and dryer for an exorbitant amount of money in a part of town that is less convenient and it will still take up almost all of my money. There is nothing good about any of that.
It has been a grueling and disappointing day. My two best friends locally have moved far away. My life is growing smaller. Soon I will be nothing but a dot on the map.
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