Tired

 

This has been an awful year in every single solitary way. Politically, our whole country has gone down the tubes. Our country's motto is every man for himself, do whatever you want to get what you want and use everyone to get where you are going.

Environmentally, it appears we are closer to the end than we realized.

Health wise, we have to deal with the coronavirus, but we are doing it without leadership, truth, or science. We are all expendable if it helps someone else get where they want to go.

My personal health has been on a roller coaster of ups and downs that make no sense and are exacerbated by a run in with an egotistical doctor with questionable education and judgement last month.

Add to that the life long job of dealing with a mentally disabled child independent enough to do as she pleases, but often in selfish and childishly greedy ways --  and I am exhausted.

I am tired of being the voice of reason. I am tired of being the mother. I am tired of trying to do the right thing and I am tired of being nice.