I sometimes have a few hours, or days, when I am forced to remember that time passes. I am no longer twenty years old and my body remembers this even when I forget.
I don’t know if there are really any tricks for dealing with this. Mostly it is just accepting life for what it is and going on. Some times are harder than others.
Today I was so tired I could barely breathe. Days like this usually test my patience, but today even my patience was too exhausted to care. I forced myself to go to the grocery store which was a mistake, but it is done now.
Right now I am at a place where nothing hurts if I don’t move too much, so I am sitting in my little corner playing with the computer, emailing friends, editing pictures of Lennon’s party and writing My Thots.
It occurs to me that this is actually a blessing of sorts. Remember being small and having the mumps, or getting a shot and crying because it hurt so much, then it stopped hurting and there was almost a jump in energy and joy? Same way when you have the flu and finally stop throwing up? It just feels so good not to feel bad.
That is how I feel right now!
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