Now and then

She's squeaky clean by the world's standards, but who is really that blank?

It takes a lot of feelings to live decades of life, to raise a family, to weather a divorce, to be a whole human being.

And human beings reach breaking points sometimes.

Points where things got too hard and they opted for un-optible solutions that were life altering.

How much of this is pertinent to now?

It's not shame, or legal reasons that keep her from unearthing this part of her own archeology.

It is simply that they have been put to rest in a deep dark tomb and covered over with monuments that do not want to be moved.