The unknowable

What is the value of a good night's sleep?

How much of my life am I willing to sell off in order to have someone who can help me in my time of need?

Can peace of mind cost too much?

Sometimes I worry that I am narrowing my life down to an unsustainable number of people and yet, is it honorable to keep people in my life if they are only there in case I need them?

In the end the answer is that my life depends on getting a good night's sleep.

There are always other options for people to turn to if I really need them.

Peace of mind is an almost priceless thing to have.

If people are blatant racists, unfailingly negative and Trump supporters, I don't need them in my life.

In fact, they are taking more than they are worth to me and while I might miss the idea of them, or the memories of who I thought they were, I need to free myself from them just like I would any other heinous, dark, dangerous thing.