The way things are

I am getting things done.

The floors are clean. The bathroom is clean. The clothes are clean. The litter box is clean. Even the sheets on the bed are clean.

I met my sister in another town yesterday and we went to look at the places we grew up then I had a pumpkin spice milkshake.

I held Annabel and cuddled her for a long time today. I re-arranged her kitty house so she has new things to explore and play with.

Everything appears to be fine and dandy.

Except it doesn't feel that way.