Thursday, July 18, 2024

In and out


I am struggling to find my center.

It is easy when everything goes along smoothly, but when there are  thousand moving pieces and they include both my body and my belongings, it gets trickier.

My kidney doctor keeps changing my blood pressure medicine and that affects my blood sugar as well as my hearing and energy level. 

My back and feet and knees were totally stressed out when I tried to go back to work and are just starting to recover. In order to protect what is left of my kidneys I cannot use most anti-inflammatory drugs

Financially I think I'm going to squeak by thanks to some very good friends who sent me a huge check this spring. I've been able to hold onto it for this move.

I know this move is necessary and actually a blessing in many ways, but trying to let go of the nagging voices in my mind that keep warning me something bad may happen is not easy.

Breathing in I take in the calm.

Breathing out I smile.



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