It is amazing what I will put up with. Why I do it is the question.
Am I that needy? Or, maybe I am just super gullible.
It goes beyond being an optimist and right into the gray area of being a fool.
I was just starting to feel like my feet were under me when something sparked all the old jumble of problems. Now the fire is festering again, trying to find some kind of way to blast into full flame.
I cannot allow that. I will never survive it. I don't want to survive it.
And that is the problem.
Common sense is at war with my emotions. It is like asking a Gecko not to turn green when he's on a leaf.
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