Feelings

My body seems to like this sheltering in and I am retired, so you might think it would be pretty much the same. but I woke up feeling good this morning. Good as in no real aches and pains, no depression, no bad dreams. I just felt like I did when I was ten.

I am trying to figure out what is different in my life besides sheltering in.

I quit drinking Diet Coke about a month ago. I quit taking a drug to increase my thinking processes about the same time. I stopped wearing any makeup or using face creams. I have been eating more salt and carbs than usual which, I'm sure, must be bad for my diabetes and kidneys. I am allowing myself to nap whenever I want and not getting as much exercise as they say I should.

And yet I feel so much better! My fingernails are growing. My skin seems clearer.

Whatever is going on, it feels right even if it seems wrong.