Betrayed

I had a very disturbing dream last night that left me feeling sadder than I've felt in a very long time.

In it I was betrayed.

It took me several hours to realize that was what it was this morning.

First of all I had a hard time getting up. Then I had this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. The kind you have when someone dies, or you lose a dear friend, or break up with someone.

I can think of no reason I would have this particular dream, but it has certainly left a lasting impression.

Perhaps it is only a residual from the past, but why now?

Why? That is always the question and the answer is usually as simple as why not.

Expecting life to be fair is ridiculous.

It is what it is.