Expectant

I often feel like I am on the verge of something big.

I feel as if something wonderful is either happening and I am just not seeing it, or something wonderful is about to happen.

I have no idea what it is.

It isn't like I expect to win the lottery, or inherit a fortune, or any material thing.

It is more like my eyes are going to come into focus and I will find the truth and the beauty of what actually is and my world will be transformed.

As if I will be turned inside out and within me is everything I have ever looked for.

Not that I am the answer to everything, or anything, but that it is within me to find the way and walk upon it peacefully and with joy.