Is It Worth It?

It is one of those days where I feel like I am peddling up hill.

The scenery is good. The weather is nice. The effort rewarding in the long run.

I am just feeling tired. Wishing I had more money, or could do a little more with what I have.

Looking back I sometimes wonder if I have "done it" right.

Not that I can think of any major decisions I would change.

I have chosen this life, actually worked pretty hard to get here.

The price of it all is worth the cost to me ninety nine percent of the time.

Sometimes I just wonder if the ones who count on me feel the same way.

If I choose to go without, it is my decision,

but what about those who go without because of my choices?

Is my personal freedom and love of writing worth what they don't have?

I hope so, because, at this stage of the game, I can't see me changing much.