Sometimes I read what I have written and I am appalled at its banality. My life is in such a huge transition right now that every area is going to change to some degree. Moments occur that are so stunningly beautiful that I don't know how to write about them, this is when I get into the most trouble. It is so hard to write about the sublime without sounding like some sort of fanatic or flower child.
However there is also a down side to this transition. I will be living on substantially less money in a new place where I only know a few people and where the people have the potential to be so different from me it may be culture shock.
And now I have gone and made a commitment tying up almost a quarter of the money I need for this move. It is a good thing I am doing, but I still cannot quite believe I did it.
In the long run I am not really worried. The way is always winding and filled with surprises and I am always okay in the end. I am truly confident that all will be well. Just remind me of this when I have an urge for a panic attack.
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