Evasion

I am tired of being responsible.

The not so fun part of being an adult is making good decisions.  Both for myself and those around me.

The tendency to take the easy road and just do things that make everyone feel good really isn't always the best decision.

Yet, feeling bad isn't a sure fire indicator that a decision is good or bad either.

I am faced with a million decisions every single day from the time I become aware of myself in the morning till the time I lose that awareness at night.  The nagging feeling that my well being and that of others hinge on what those decisions are sometimes keep me up and wear me out.

Some decisions are huge though.  They could make my life a financial nightmare. And some are small, but collectively they could do the same.

So today I chose to take a nice long nap.