Stress

I think I am dealing quite competently with the world and I know I am dealing with it sanely and carefully.

However I have to admit I am internalizing a great deal of the stress I am feeling. People in my life might say this stress is nothing compared to theirs and I am sure they are right. The truth is, though, that this stress is mine.

I own it. I am dealing with it the best way I know how and still it is manifesting in hives, sores in my mouth, stiff muscles and aches and pains that are wearing me out.

I am used to being alone a great deal of the time. I love people, but I do need a lot of free time that belongs just to me. With enough time, I can deal with the stress in my life.