Just As I Am

I have made a huge, giant, extraordinary decision. Never again do I want to feel that I am not enough.

Being with people who do me the favor of spending time with me until someone else comes along is painful. Knowing that just being me was not enough for my husband was excrutiating. Understanding that I am loved, but not the one for years on end hurt very much.

It does not speak badly of these people in my life. I must have made the mistake of thinking I belonged with them when they knew differently. My mistake was thinking there was something wrong with me when there was only something wrong with the relationship.

It is a great comfort to be with people who want to be with me, people who feel I am enough just as I am, where I am.