Right now I have everything I could possibly want and more. If you had asked me what I wanted for Christmas and told me it could be anything in the world, I would never have asked for all the things I have now, because I would have thought it would be asking for the impossible.
I don't want to win the lottery. I've had money and some of those times were the saddest in my life. There are so many things money can't buy, but when you have it, you feel like you ought to be able to take care of all your wants and needs.
I don't want to be young, or beautiful anymore either. There's a lot of unknowns and responsibility that comes with being younger and I never felt really beautiful when I was young before. I don't think that would change now. Insecurity dims all things, especially mirrors.
Besides I kind of like who I have become. It's sure not perfect, but it's a lot closer than it's ever been before.
In fact, it may be perfect for me.
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